Social Anxiety Disorder

You walked through the hall, trying to ignore everyone around you. You could feel them staring at you.
"Don't stare. Stop staring at me." You thought. You could hear them whispering.
"Are they ok?"
"What's wrong with them?"
"Why do they always look scared?"
Your hands felt sweaty, you started shaking, you felt dizzy, your heart started racing, and your stomach felt queasy. You realized you were having another panic attack.
"Please stop looking at me!"
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The next day, you sat by yourself again. You look at everyone else with their friends. You tried to ignore them and continued to draw.
"You're really good." You look up to see one of your "friends".
"I like your art." She said.
"Thanks." You said shyly.
"Please go away." You thought.
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You sat in your house later that day. Your parents were still at work, so you were alone again.
"At least people won't judge me or give me panic attacks when I'm alone." You whispered. You looked out of the window when you heard people talking outside. It was a few people you knew from school. You walked over to the door. You started reaching for the knob, but stopped. You sighed, wishing you could be like them.